by the way...
there is no antagonistic reaction on my part to this:
"i think that your comments are the most egotistical thoughts that have been conceived by other such hate groups. You need to wake up and smell yourself! As much as you hate this and that... you're saying nothing at all as well as hating your own culture. Who the hell are you anyway? Why don't you keep it real? You're about as fake a person as can be. Immature, spoiled little brat. You need to grow up and live on your own. You probably still live with your parents, don't you? Driving your little Honda Civic and trying to act cool. Who paid for your car... your dad? Do you still get an allowance? Are you working at a damn burger place or a neighborhood grocery store pushing carts? I do hope that in some point in time... that our paths will cross." - none (guestbook entry #33 @ ravenloftrocks.com in response to my "fuck you edition")

i will not waste my energy debating what he or she had to say. i am not a salesman, hence, i will not try and convince anyone to believe nor sell them my position.

my main purpose when writing that little bit was to get you to think. as long as i did that, i gain supreme elation. obviously, i did. don't get me wrong, i got a lot of good feedback on aa after i scribbled that edition down, if yall can remember, but its the negative feedback that i hold close to me. in that sense, i know i got some people to turn their heads, and hey, that alone is all good. thanks jay-hater (you remind me that life is real)!

told ya'll im a changed man. we can say im calm and collective with perspective.
you can share my position or hate my position just respect my position.

by the way, fer yer info, i love my asian culture. that whole article was written in an attempt to point out those who live a life of mediocrity. to me, asians, especially young-asian-american/canadian adults are so much more than civics, car hoes, louis vuitton and a little bit of alcohol.

but hey, what do i know? read on people.

i love you for that.


image is nothing, thirst is everything.
feel me?

"One day i was tryin' to be myself
The same day, this thug said 'you gotta come hard'
Times is hard
Im tryin' hard to make it
It ain't hard to tell
It's hard for me to fake it"

i guess it's just hard for some of you to start thinking.


p.s. i sure hope you don't mean what you say in that, "[you] do hope that in some point in time... that our paths will cross". for the sake of your family, friends and unborn children, i really do.

i'm no killer. i just paralyze. and literally, i can and would.