it's the ten crack commandments!


sorry, i was just bumpin' the biggie cd. whatever blurts out the box tends to blurt out my mouth and my fingertips.

here's something i've always found interest in:

janurary
february
march
april
may
june
july
august
september
october
november
december

that's me. i make up the better part of the year. whatever that means...damn im so egotistical.

to more serious things. and i mean serious.

1. the other day i saw an old friend. i hate to sound passe bout it but he was a best friend of mine. we were at - well i was at a gas pump and out of all the other 9 pumps, this dude shows up right beside me.
he was a best friend of mine.

small world huh?
i think God's testing me.

2. yesterday has its significance for many the reason.
best wishes to her on her birthday.
she overstood me; and likewise, me, her.

but yea, to the point - both instances and both individuals remind me of how crazy and stupid a time hiskool really was.
it makes me look back at how much things have change and how much growth has taken place, especially in the last 3 years.

see, there was a lot of pain in both instances on my part. but now that i look back, i can say it made me how i am today (so corny but i know youve heard that before).
and id like to think i be aite, unless im wrong *scratches head in question* *then smirks*

there's no bitterness on my part nor hatred nor bad blood.
im gettin too old for that.

i be coo.
why? cause i made every attempt i possibly could've.

im aite with that.

to make something work, it takes two. not just me expending all possible resources.
so yea...i dont hate. i dont love. i be in a state of "just is". thus, like a/the/some man (somewhere, i dunno where) they call jerome says, "i just is".
i be coo.
why? cause i've learned to pick and surround people who seek growth and well-being for me, them and us.
plus, i be coo cause im so fucking cool.

look at me now, if things didnt go the way they did in either case, would i be where i am now?
ask yourself that.

we could've all broken bread together.
sucks. oh well, more bread for me - pass the bologne.

but yea, that's what hit me this past week.

see you two at the reunion (maybe).


(only make moves when your heart's in it)
sky's the limit.
[cue 112 to sing]


bay-buh bay-buhhh!

[there will be no need to sew aligators on my shirts]



one more thing...

THINGS ALWAYS EVEN OUT.
im seeing that now. and for that reason alone, my spine stays erect.
other things might stay erect too, but i dunno if it's for that universal truth.


it was comedy on seinfeld a few days ago.
but it's reality to the world.

live with it.

im off to work.

later losers.