today i was out of my house from 830am till about 10 minutes ago.

to sum it up, i was on my feet all day and not one moment was left untended to.

they say that idle time is the devil's play thing.
i guess only when i get these short few minutes to myself and to actually breathe and suck it all in, all the while while on aa or blogger, im playing with the devil himself.

which is grounds to pat myself on the back for.
i can honestly say im being very constructive with my time, lately.

but yea, back to the day, i realized something...

this realization is:
i ain't shit.


i don't mean that in a pessimistic way or anything, cause surely i never dwell wherever im at..(no regrets right?)...i mean i aint shit in the sense that wow, i have alot to go still. that is, alot to gain.

from the famous fight club movie, theres a line that goes something like, "only when you have nothing, can you gain everything".


up until this very moment, that line didnt mean much to me. but yea...i ain't shit.
this all has to do with my class today.
i thought i could fight..i think errr thought i was a pretty good fighter, but really, i ain't shit.

but hey, thats ok with me. im hungry, and i have the world to gain.

its funny how it takes your shoulder to be almost wrenched outta its socket for one to come to sucha realization.

i dunno if you guys saw it in my eyes tonite, but im super excited about what the future has for me in learning all of what im learning.

now im just rambling on..but yea...if you want a workout, forget the conventional gym..forget the weights...forget the cardio machines.
get off your ass and fight!

take it from a kinesiologist.
we want the best workout possible for the least amount of time and efficient use of effort involved.


k well dont fight..jus condition yourself as a fighter, if that's what floats your boat.

MEGA-dope.

(can they do that?)

i should note i have bruises all over my upper extremities and i also took a nice punch to my left eye this beautiful evening. it reminds me how real life is...dunno how, it just does.
im addicted.

in other news, i handed in that big ass paper about shoulder subluxations (thats partial dislocations for us normal people..yes that includes me..damn medical community and their fancy-schmancy gab).
that means jason gets to play this weekend....maybe?
work hard to play hard.

that also means i get some free time to start studying for my finals.
good nite nurse.

well that's all for this entry. not funny. not intriguing. not enlightening...just the basic, everyday entry.

i ain't shit.

but hey, imma look back at this in a few weeks and be happy that i actually documented this.

p.s. regardless of the fact that i eat like 6 bananas a day, i still need more potassium on my diet.



p.s.s.
i get impressed with such stupidness...like how this girl in my class does fencing after skool.

[whispers] i should mention...she's latina too.
aye!