i dunno if i ever let all of you in on the secret, but for the record, we'll state it again or for the first time.

a few years ago, my moms got a fortune told. the teller not only forsaw her future, but the futures of her three sons. that is, my brothers and i.

now what gets to me is, that i back then, and slightly till now, am a hardcore skeptic. and although most filipinos have crazy superstitions, i force myself to disregard every little "trick" i hear that will make your life and future more pleasant.

so yea, back to the story, moms got her reading a few years back...and who does she let in on the secret???

me, that's who.

what she revealed to me, i have already seen hints of here and there, in terms of my brother's circumstances. is it coincidence? maybe. is it connected? maybe too. who knows. me and my friends discussed all of this before.

anyhow, what really gets to me, eventhough i pleaded with my mom to not tell me what's to come (cause i really dont wanna know what's to come - but rather live my life day by day and in peace), is the fact that many visions that the teller foretold were true.

now here's where it gets nasty...my mom probably forgot what the reader said. but more or less, i myself remeber everything that she told me since that day a few years back. and to tell you all the truth, i can honestly see things unfolding..or the possibilities of them unfolding.

[shivers]

anyhow, whether they occur that way cause they were destined to or whether they happened cause i subconsciously made them happen or are making them happen...my future is becoming my present.

so yea...put that in your voodoo pipe beside the chicken bones and smoke on it.

funny entry? i think not.

serious overtones are not my thing...but hey, it's my blogger and ill cry far-out crazy rantings if i want to. you would cry them out too if it happened to you.

i know the future..but can i really make things right?

err should i say...will i?
time will tell.


will jason do anymore good/quality entries on his blogger?

outlook not so good.

gnite. im optimistic though. so yea, keep hope alive.