shoot, it's sucha good energy i can feel it eminating off of you and your situation.

[disclaimer: this entry in no means, by no way, shape or form has anything to do with me. although itd be nice, it doesn't otherwise. i assure each and every one of you reading]

"he sometimes observes, but doesn't see, knows but occasionally doesn't understand."

it's late, im listening to some nice chill, laid-back music and well, like i said before, i gets to thinkin at late hours. it's the whole brain wave thing.

so we have my thoughts on a certain mr. and mrs...we'll talk romance shall we.

[smile fool, this is for you, sir.]
i even took the time to put a nice song on the page.

so yea, when i listen to the song, it's just uplifting, i cant really explain it, however, we'll just try and keep it playin in my head till saturday.

and speakin of saturday, back to mr and mrs [ahem]...hahah i get this picture of our friends, ill fill you in.

[if i've lost you up to now, then this entry is pretty personal and only a few will understand it. i apologize for wasting your time.]

so yea, i think of our friends a lot and where we are.

you know, we're at that age...been thru relationships yet still have a lot to learn about them and what not. but in terms of how we are, our demeanor that is, i picture myself sitting among good friends in a smoke-filled club, "intoxicated by prose and the promise of romance" (i read that somewhere, thought id use it). that's us! the boys and girls. i swear that's the vision i get. all laced up in nice leather jackets in that speak-easy sorta mode. a half-assed attempt to look "decent". believe me, my words dont do justice to my thoughts half the time.

ok ok..i got off track again, we have a man...half decent lookin (hahaha) and a girl just the same. both goal-oriented and with future career aspirations in mind. both very intelligent. so they meet and there's that connection. however, they cut off ties for a bit and everyone swears, especially "the guy" that he's playin it cool. which is cool in my book, i mean im the one who even advised him on that, so yea, hopefully that works. but i think a lot of us agree that, yes, you're jones'n. you swear youre "just kickin' it" but i think its safe to infer that, yes, you're jones'n.

im smiling rite now at that thought and also because alot of you reading this are puzzled and wonder, "what the fuck is jay talkin bout?"

well, i think i'll end this entry now. know this though, im extremely happy for ya. and hopefully soon...for your sake...soon, maybe saturday? it'll hold you off for a bit.

i should also note, im just as happy for colin too. yes, you fool. my boys happy makes me happy.

so yea, ill keep those thoughts in mind all week while i torture myself trying to learn physiology and athletic injuries. yes, with a white knuckle grip, ill hold these thoughts close to get me inspired.


as for me...i don't do relationships and they don't seem to do me.
i'm just kickin' it.
and that's totally cool.


enjoy the tunes.
see ya'll on saturday - dressed to kill or impress, whatever your cup of tea may be.

p.s. i may or may not go..so yea, advanced apology in full effect, grace. i DO have an exam on monday. but hey, im a good friend, i'll make time (but still, we'll see, no guarantees).

[feedback required by any means necessary - so i know that you liked this entry.]



rent "love jones" already will ya?

take my advice on that, and well, im trying to take heed to yours and rent "the debut" but shoot, with only one copy in the store and like 508,577,376,727,890,404 filipinos in our area, it's kinda hard.

why rent that movie, viewers? because! minoritiy couples are able to fall in and are just as deserving of love as white folks that's why! smarten up hollywood.


did this entry make any sense? no? thats what i thought. just as long as i got thru to some of you, then im happy.


[for you man, for you.]


btw...*jason.single. male. filipino. pisces. likes ballroom dancing, punches in the face and porkchops.

peace. now's the part when i vanish for a bit.