dont worry, im not procrastinating..im just taking a post dinner break to let things settle down a bit before i dig into and continue attacking the annual studypalooza.

i was thinking of what a friend of mine said the other day..and more so, what another friend of mine does to motivate himself.

ya see. both cats, they like to think about cars theyd want when they grow up.

i've been thinkin about it and well, after these exams are all said and done..and even after im done my bid at york U, imma want several things.

for now though..lets say post-exam, year 3, semester 1...all i want after exams are spoken for is a nice big juicy..crusty...flakey...egg tart.

lets say 2 chinese and 2 portugese..naw fuckit, lets say 4 chinese eggtarts..yea, that's it! 4!! that'll be my reward.

but really...as for the long term goal...i'd say i want a green landrover.
i, at first thought a porsche 9-11 turbo..but realistically, thats just outta the question.
then i thought range rover...hmm?? that, too, is pushing it..

so yea, ive settled for the forest green land rover with creme-leather interior..with personalized plates...dunno what though. but yea. that's it!

and hmm? what else?
marriage maybe? sure...down the road..and kids..yeah....thats it. healthy family..nice wife...nice kids...all fit..all happy. all good.
mansion? naw...bungalo...yea!! where??? canada?..states? australia??....most likely canada or australia...uh-huhhhh...what else? green lawn...so green that it's almost blue. imagine how much crap we'd have to pump into the lawn to make it that green???

hmm?? what else?....let's see.....dogs..yea! maybe 2 dogs. a chihuahua and a doberman named lucifer...yea!! dunno bout the chihuahua's name yet though. but yea....

there's something to look forward to; something to expend effort toward.

gotcha!



wife: jay, are you sure we're not lost??
jay: yea! geez..dont worry.
wife: yanno, the kids are getting sick with all these bumps and everything
jay: don't you worry!! i've been waiting for this trip since i was in freakin' university!!!
wife: ........
jay: sorry. we'll make sandwiches when we get home. coo? i'll even implement the tongue twister!
wife: wooohaaaaaa! i hear ya.



snapped out of dreaming and back to the reality we call life.
large coffee please...tall and black like kareem abdul jabaar, thanks.