im gonna make a bold move and...retire from the clubbing scene; except for birthdays and reunions and out of town deals etc.
even the hottest girl - verbally and visually inviting me over to interact with her didnt work.
when im tired, dammit, im tired.
im sorry girl, did that bother you?
oh well.
im also a grouch, so if ever in my presence, and im underslept, keep your distance.

another thing...i've joined the ranks, boys.
i now have BASIC cable.
shit, say it ain't so. say it ain't so.
other than the fact that i dont get the discovery channel though, it really doesnt phase me.

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man, in terms of skeletal age,
im gettin' old.
and so, the vicious birthday cycle shall begin again come january when j.p. is the first to turn......

23.

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i have just picked up this book.


[big thanks to my kuya.
i couldnt find it anywhere!]

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this motherfucking store better not be busy today.
i just want 3 or 4 good customers who are willing to drop a handfull of cabbage. just 3 or 4 good ones; that's all im asking for God.
in terms of work, i've noticed this weekend, that theyre really milking me and aaron.
just like old navy last year, they give me a 4 hour shift. what does this mean?
it means that in the province of ontario, canada, they dont gotta give me a break. they could break me for 15mins depending on the discretion of the manager but there's no law stating they have to. but get this loophole...i work a 1-close shift today (sunday) that's "technically" 4 hours (close = 5pm on sunday) similar to yesterday's 2-close (2-6pm). but these shifts are not really a mere 4 hours as it may seem to the untrained eye. these shifts are 5 hours, considering we have to clean up the store after everyone's left and get it to tip top, brand new shape for the next day. so yes, you now understand the loopholes of retail. but im not complaining. the job is o.k. when im not so tired. what should i do or can do anyhow, not sell? im commission-based getting big fat bonuses at the end of the month..so why wouldnt i push myself to get my ass paid? understand?
you business people are ruthless.
yes dee, aaron and any other old fart out there in business, y'all are ruthless! but it's cool (i guess). i think that's why a friend, who goes to ivey, and i get along so well. im such a damn nice person who likes to help people and she's cut-throat ruthless who i can see stepping on people's heads..a very good attribute to have when youre climbing the corporate ladder. i guess we act to balance each other's lives.
you ruthless business bastards.
in relation, i think it's dope a certain khamer/cambodian girl shifted her focus towards veterinary school.
if you ever meet her abs, maybe you can talk to her about animals and shit together.

a final note...
now that i think of it..basic cable is balls.
for Christmas, i just might get the fam expressVu.
any thoughts on this, rj?

one more final note...
dearest delicious dee, there's a grey cup today.
it has your b.c. lions vs my toronto argos.
i dont really watch football, but you wanna bet who's gonna win?
let's bet. argos all the way!