procrastijason
it's 1/4 to 10pm. i just got home from being at skool since 11am. i've been studying since last week. i had an exam today which i feel i aced. since the conclusion of that exam, ive been continuing my attempts to finish my ethics case study (see previous post) which is due tomorrow. in addition to my case study due tomorrow, i have a psychology of health and chronic disease midterm that has me writing short answers and essays for 2 hours. after that exam concludes and far after i have my tutorial for ethics and far farrrr after i have to get my butt to skool at 7am tomorrow, im gonna buy myself a pint of beer during my break; this will be roughly around 1:00pm but not before my recreational and elementary games (kine pratical) class at 1:30pm.
know by 2:30 pm tomorrow, i will be starting my reading week.

however, all of this won't occur till i finish this case study and pull an official all-nighter cram session (i thought i wouldn't have to ever cram again since first semester of third year. i guess bad habits die hard).
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jason the catholic
today is ash wednesday. it signifies the beginning of lent. if youre not catholic and don't know what lent is, then look it up - im not the community deacon here. basically, it's the onset of the Easter season. if you think Easter is just bunnies and eggs, then you should also look up Easter too.
anyhow, caught up in skool and stressed out, i made my way to the student centre to make the best use of my cash. when i say best use i mean the most calories for the least buck - considering i was to be at skool all day (which i was, technically). what did i choose???
the disgusting 5 tacos for $3.99 at taco bell (aka taco smell. and dont worry, i rationed them for the entire day; not just one sitting). and what caught my eye even more was if you add 99cents, you get a side order of fries supreme along with your 5 tacos! wow-ee zow-ee! so that's 5 tacos (my preference for softies. im not in love with hard tacos, sorry) and an order of fries supreme (basically fries with ground beef, sour cream, some green onions and melted cheese..oh yea, and tomatoes somewhere in there, i think. couple all of that with about a dozen packs of hot sauce (really not hot to me..but hot to white people standards, i guess) and some napkins and youre on your way for a disgusting bowel movement in the near future (which is still in the works mind you).

so what's the point? the point is, it's ash wednesday and i ate 5 soft tacos and a fries supreme. the point is, on ash wednesday, all catholics are called to abstain from meat. the point is soft tacos and fries supreme have meat (or at least what i think is meat). the point is...exactly where i say it is.

whoops.

i try and justify my self and my actions with any reason i can think of. i even remind myself how last year for the entire duration of lent, i gave up red meat. you try and give up read meat for 40 days and 40 nights!! try it, i dare you! i try and justify today's actions by saying my abstinence from last year more than makes up for it..but the fact remains the same...nobody's safe from my mockery, impure thoughts are second nature, and i eat red meat on ash wednesdays without even getting ashes on top of that! hell is inevitable..it's just a matter of what level im going to.
possibly floor -15????
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now...with remnants of caffine from earlier today and ginseng, astragalus and yerba mate in my blood stream my day is just beginning.
cram session begins....now.