ever run into people from your past - whether their relationship with you was meaningful or not, and have that awkward feeling? im not even talking about an awkward silence, 'cause that's a whole 'nother level and entry. im talking about not even being able to approach someone and talk to them. that's what im talking about right now. usually, im a pretty easygoing, happy-go lucky guy. im hip. im hip. but for some people, i really dont have anything to talk about. with that said, i ask, "why even bother?" cut the bullshit for me and you and abstain from contact by any means necessary. i just had to post that as im in this lab, right now...trapped in this corner...and looking at this "person" two computers ahead of me - facing me.

requirements to meet this list are:
- you talk too much about nothing
- you talk about yourself too much and where you are in life
- you don't talk or you give me that one word answer bullshit
- i had sex/murdered one of your relatives
- i owe you cash/you owe me cash or something else

is this juvenile or is this adult?

***quick plug: sir colin ravenloft, the rambler has updated his turf after months of stagnance. he, too, has, recently purchased an ibook. that makes him the daddy-mac and me the mac daddy. he's also some musician guy with the name mac. who the fuck knows. show him some love here

i gotta get my mile-on. zip.